Am still alive folks. Have spent the last three days failing at being adult. Although I did buy milk to replace the gross off one in the fridge. And on Thursday night I cooked dinner, and it included vegetables. Anyway, what I’m trying to tell you is that I needed a mini break from some grown up responsibilities and that included blogging. And cooking proper food. Also this post is really hard and I’ve been putting it off.
This is really hard for me. The things I like about myself are usually one side of the same coin, and are things I dislike about myself as well.
1. Am considerate. If I had my way no one would ever feel shitty and least of all because of something I did or said. Sometimes this is bad as I end up putting other people ahead of myself just to spare their feelings. I have a weird thing where I think I have to save them from feeling awful because they can’t handle it, and apparently I think I can?
2. Am determined. Basically will get what I want. See that stone? Getting blood from it right now. The catch – what I want changes on the daily.
3. Am smart. Which also means I over think everything many, many times. But I’d rather think too much than not at all.
More catchup posts to follow this!